Because Indonesian sambal is awesome, thus I made this post

After living for 24 years, I can differentiate sambal in three category.

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so racism doesn’t only apply on Hollywood movies.

So when I read news that one of my favorite manga and anime, Sakamichi no Apollon (Kids on the Slope or Apollon on the Slope) is going to be adapted into live-action movie in 2018, I nearly screamed in utterly joy.

But when I saw the cast list, I was so disappointed.

My favorite character in the series, Sentarou Kawabuchi, the big hafu boy with Rosario on his neck and undeniably awesome when playing drum, is played by a Nakagawa Taishi, who is not a hafu….

Well, things will be getting serious from this point.

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Raison d’etre

I’ve fallen in love again with Dir en Grey! They are so cool, charismatic, and talented! I listened to their songs again, from the latest (Arche) until the oldest one (Ash, Garden, etc.) Then when I saw their costume from Visual Kei era, I think their costumes were cool, especially in Raison d’Etre PV :3 Continue reading

もう 少し。。。

子供の とき、 私の父は 知る。

でも 真実 父は よく 分からないと おもう。

多分 最近 あまり 話さない。

喋りたい、一生に 料理したい、 誠実の 話したいー私の 本当の 気持ち。




It’s too morning…

I don’t like waking up in the morning.

Well, not “that” kind of morrning when it’s still dark and the air is so cold, too cold for me to bear until I just snuggle deep in my blanket and do nothing.

I mean… I know that waking up in the morning is a healthy habit, but I don’t know, waking up in that kind of morning making me so blank. I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to do anything.

I just woke up this morning at 4 AM, when the sky was still in a pitch black, the air that I breath was so cold in my nosetrils, and there’s nothing fun to watch. I watched “Matilda” patiently in the sofa eventhough I knew the storyline and I kinda hate that movie (well… it’s too surreal for me, and somehow they made some characthers so stupid I can’t bear it). I was too lazy to eat a proper breakfast, did an exercise, or continued to read my novels. I love drawing but I was too lazy to pick up my drawing pad.

It’s not that I’m lazy… it’s just… I don’t like this kind of morning. I love the kind of morning when the sun is rising and spreading bright layers of oranges. The morning is so beautiful at that moment, so energetic, so happy….

This kind of morning the moment I wrote this journal was too gloomy, making me feel drained the moment I woke up, and my head hurt

Maybe I have to decide that I should wake up everyday at 6 AM. It’s a perfect time for a perfect morning. That will do…


Rose Tatoo

Recently I’ve been kind of productive today *thanks to my new drawing pad* *hugs*

This is my first artwork with drawing pad and I’m verryyyy satisfied with the result. It wants me to practice more~

I really wanna get a rose tatoo on my neck, but I think it’s impossible >.<

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